this is what makes me me

i’m not an angel

but i’m definitely not the devil

i’m kind

gentle

forgiving

and thankful

i’m obnoxious

nerdy

loud

sarcastic

and care free

i’m anxious

worrisome

cautious

quiet

and boring

i’m a wanna a be rebel

though i have no cause

i’m an honor roll,

student leadership,

teachers pet kind of kid

i know what my opinions are

they could always change with time

i spend time wondering

waiting

wishing

dreaming

hoping

but i don’t do anything to make those things come true

i’m a small town girl

that has anxiety issues

and a mind that wanders

my laugh is loud

and my sense of humor varies

i’m moody

hopeful

determined

and scared

i’m a sister

i’m contemplative

i’m a daughter

i’m weird

i’m a niece

i’m a grandaughter

i’m deeper than you think

and think differently than other people my age do

i get upset when people treat me like i’m four

i have self-esteem issues

i know a lot

but i don’t know much

i tell myself it doesn’t matter what people think

but deep down it really does

i’m a procrastinator

a leader

a writer

and a teenager

i’m not perfect

i’m still young

and all these things make me

well, me